Hi everyone,  just checking in. Sorry I haven’t responded to the messages. I’m isolating cause I’m really, really hurting this week. I was raped again. Last night I couldn’t handle it and I went to a waterfall .. I was ready to jump. I went when it was dark so no-one would see me but someone walked right past me when I was on the railing.  Guess he didn’t care enough to ask if I was OK.  I’m sure glad he didn’t call the police though. It’s the last thing I need.

I got some bad news about something else and I wish I had ONE person I could count on to advocate for me. Nope, no suck luck and the advocating I need isn’t something a help line can do about this. How much more can I take before I literally break. Some days I don’t even think I know who I am anymore. 🙁

I’ve changed my picture to a mandala that I painted myself. I do like to paint but it’s tough to be motivated to do anything.

Thank-you, all of you, for being here.