Hey long time no post. Since I have last posted i’ve lost 60 pounds doing the ketogenic diet (took me 5 months) and feeling much better since I started eating better and using my bicycle as a means for excercising. Had to call 9-11 for my dad a month ago, he ended up having surgery to fix 2 hernias and he’s still recovering. As for the girl? not messaged her in 3 months, don’t think about her that often unlike before where I could not get her out of my mind. But I do have a new problem…

Lately I been thinking about an ex girlfriend of mine I had 17 years ago (lol) back when I was 16 and she was 14, but it was an internet girlfriend. Looked her up on facebook and her name and school match but it’s been inactive for 8 years, so good luck seeing if that was really her or not, her picture she had she worked at hooters. She was my first girlfriend even if it was an online relationship, she was my first love if you called that love, although her ex that still loved her ended his life because I was dating her and not him (again online, who knows if it was real). Would not mind reliving some of the moments I had with her if I could rewind the clock or have a lucid dream of it or something. Or even knowing if I could somehow reach her and learn about her. Even a year after she broke up with me we both said we still miss eachother, even with a different internet girlfriend I had that took me away from being around her and all my online friends so I could be with her friends instead. That was a huge regret, ohwell. Doubt she has ever thought of me since then lol, I just started remembering because of a favourite song of hers was on youtube.

What’s up with you?