Hi Anita. I’m full of uncertainty towards him. Well towards the situation. I feel lost and empty at the moment. I’d do anything to have back what we had. But with how he is acting I fear that he is stringing me along, maybe to spare my feelings of admitting that it’s totally over for him or maybe to hurt my feelings by giving me false hope. Whenever I back off and stop texting him I’ll suddenly get 3 or 4 messages off him. Then I text or call back and get the silent treatment again. It’s like he’s playing games with me. He asked me if he could come round tonight to which I responded yes and asked him if he will definately be turning up  (the last 3 times we’ve arranged to meet he has cancelled very last minute) and if he isn’t then to just tell me it’s over so that I can move on, he didn’t reply to that message although I know he has read it. My heart is breaking over this, I just need to know whether he wants me or not. He seems unwilling to give me a straight answer. I don’t know if it’s just better to move on with my life. The thought of life without him though seems empty and pointless. I find no joy in anything anymore