He was like that throughout. Even after he was with another woman but he had hid it from me.

I was going through depression and he was only closest friend I opened up to. But every time I called him to talk about what I was going through , he would not answer the calls or just cut it while I’m talking. I still remember I had an important exam and couldn’t focus on it, came out after it called him to meet just once because I couldn’t bear with the pain of separation and he told he had to go book resort the next day and didn’t even speak over phone. I have always been there for him when he was in misery but when I needed him the most , he just turned his back.

I tried to talk about it at least once in person but he constantly kept saying he has plans with his friends to go out with and they’re not as understanding as I am if he says no. He would I love you and take it back the other minute. I went to hospital when his father was admitted and he said few days later that I I cared only to have him back. I helped him clear job exams during this time without having any hatred towards him.

Later he broke up with her. But still was hanging out with her. I told him I didn’t like it because we were together. He said that it wasn’t fair to her. He was always seeing from her point of view. I asked him how is it fair to me to accept it.  And he would only keep saying it’s unfair to her. Their relationship wasn’t stable at all. He himself has agreed shes immature and she had only made his life worse. But once he said ” even of you hadn’t come in my life, she and I would have been committed” as if I had come in between.

This is just half of what I can remember