Anita, as you say, it would be convenient to leave him because cultural differences. And yes idk how it’d be veg-non veg thing after marriage. But I feel we’ll be happy together. If only these unexpected things had not occured, I would have had no doubt about being with him.

@ipkRo9

I spoke to him today. He said he’s ready to do whatever it takes to have a happy future with me. I said I don’t want to talk for now. He said ok. And he has been control. Idk how to describe in words the way he makes me feel. I forget the whole day if he’s with me. That’s how he is too. Things went wrong. Yes maybe it’s my comfort zone. Yes. Idk if I’ll ever meet someone like him again. I don’t know if I’ll find love again. And above all I fear the thought of me moving on and finding  someone else because things get even messier. He didn’t force any physical activity on me. We are both virgins (came to know about him only today)

Im sure he wouldn’t have wanted to have me back if I had done the things he did. That’s how guys are right ? They a huge ego. You remember you said you forget yourself in love ? Maybe that’s what this is too. I have spent a year and half like this, crying , asking him why did all that to me. I went too much out of my way to help him with his problems.  Im stuck btw the heart that loves him and the mind that reminds me of my self respect and his misdeeds.