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deestrout
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Well, I have 3 other siblings.  We were VERY poor all growing up.  Pretty early on we were made aware that my Dad had a porn addiction back when he was in the navy and before he had kids.  Any movies we watched we had to fastforward through any sex scenes.  Also, my dad made kind of a lude comment to me when I was about 12 and I had my bathing suit on.  I don’t really want to say…he said to pull my suit out of my crotch because you could see what people call a p****.  I didn’t understand then, but later once I knew what that word meant, I realized how inappropriate it was for DAD to say that to me.  Also, when I was about 9, my dad was laying on my bed in my bedroom and I was coming in my room not realizing he was there.  I kinda hung back in the doorway and told me to come here.  It was a single bed and he’s a big over 200lb man, so I was like where?  And he said, you can just lay on top of me.  I just remember being terrified and not wanting to.  I don’t really remember if I did or not.  I’m pretty sure I didn’t.