I can’t really get through this part of the lying…why would you say to someone ok, let’s do this, then act like you never said it and just avoid things? why bother saying instead of saying better: no, i can’t, let’s not see each other anymore..

he said something like ‘i need to transform this into nothingness so i can get close to you again’

i have this issue with people leaving, i am a person who likes to have many people around and because i keep trying to hard to do it, it just seems the reverse thing is happening…

Yeah, he might be able to be mature and loving with someone else but not me, i would just like for him to be able to admit that he does want somebody close and those things he is saying now are just some immature crap that is going around his head for a month or 2. Until he meets somebody and says hei, yeah, i want to be in a relationship. He said something like he is not the type to ‘fuck without feelings’, meaning that  if he has sex with someone it will not be based only on physical stuff…so how do you define that other than going towards something more serious with someone? He said to me that he has no feelings for the girl he cheated me with…i don’t believe that for a moment.