It is and is not. He does agree that when you feel something is bothering you, you should say it to the other person, but he regrets not doing that with me – he said that he should have said when something was not ok with some situations between us and so on..but he did not verbalize it then. He is generally very introvert…although at a first glance he seems quite the opposite…he is good at giving this sort of advice to somebody else, but he does not apply it to him…

I asked him today if he thought about this week activity together..he said that on saturday he most likely will go help his dad with something and on sunday he will want some time for himself..so this week we won’t synchronize ourselves…but he will think of an activity…honestly, this is making me again waiting for him to come and propose to do something…

Tomorrow morning he will help move something to my appartment..i am thinking tonight to write him a letter to tell him everything i fell and to drop this idea of 1 activity once a week..something like a closure letter…it feel like this idea was very stupid…leaving me hanging to get a piece of him once/week…not fair…it makes me feel like a person who accepts bits and pieces….