Dear Anita and Sege,

Many Thanks for getting back to me with your replies.

Sege, when you said ‘something tells me you might never be certain if your choice was right’, you are so right! Sometimes i’m afraid I did the wrong choice due to the super amazing things he had; literally fairy tales stuff. I keep on reminding myself that I was not happy but sometimes I tend to blame that on my overthinking mind and my anxieties. However, the things he used to do to me were changing my personality. I was slowly slowly becoming afraid of him, afraid I might say or do something that upsets him. I felt suffocated, having to give him my FULL attention when I’m with him, which is most of the time unless i’m at work.  I mean, once he was offended because I was picking on my finger nail whist he was telling a story to me and we were both walking… not on table or something. I had to stop and listen.

I don’t know… i’m feeling confused.  Deep down I know I did the right thing but I can’t seem to get over him and forget all about him.

Elle