Yes Anita I agree. I know it would have been different if I stayed for the night. It wouldn’t look like I’m so independent, came to have sex and went home, because he told me it looked like this, and that’s why he doesn’t want me anymore. When I did this because I trusted him and thought it was serious. Everytime I went on a date with someone else I never wanted to do this, not before I trusted someone. And now it looks like I’m so relaxed when is comes to this when I’m really not. Why is this happening. Is this really true what he said that, I felt really humiliated. I know he told me he hates his dad and he hates men, and he’s different, emotional and has a good heart, he’s not like other guys. I believed him but I knew he has issues, and clearly issues he doesn’t even want to understand and resolve. I know that. I know it may be the reason, not only my fault. But I feel it’s my fault because he’s right I didn’t want to stay and went home, it may looked weird.

It’s okay I know it was all weird from the beginning, he put so much pressure, texted me everyday how he cares, how it’s going to be us together, going on vacations, how he will treat me like no one  ever did and how he’s going to show me I loved a wrong person in the past. He did treat me well, but he told me all this after we met once and then twice for a drink, nothing more. I knew it was too much. Yes the circumstances are the same, it was not so long ago that we met and I was doing really fine the day before I met him.