Dear Anita

I’m trying. I overcame one of the worst things in my life so far, something that destroyed me mentally and physically (when I look at pictures from February how skinny I was, I can’t believe it). I feel a bit stronger. And I’m doing this moving out, it’s happening so.. but I’m really scared. This last thing had such a big impact on me. what he said to me hurt me so much and made me feel so guilty.  I know how next night will be, I’m so afraid. How am I going to live being so weak anyone can hurt me and put me down.