For the past two weeks, he’s been asking to see me instead of me asking and I asked him today if he was free this week (btw I haven’t seen him since last monday) and he said i dont know and im so sorry baby and I feel bad for being upset and crying about it. I told him not to worry and I understand he’s busy but I can’t stop crying I feel like he wishes I was out of his life. I’m so terrified of being abandonded and I feel like he’s going to leave just like everyone else has.