I believe it could be possible in a one experience, the fear could be gone. Yes, when I mean to let my fear do whatever it wants it includes throwing chairs, acting aggressively, but also when that fear of death comes not to run away, but to stay exposed to that fear. It’s damn hard, especially because I live with my parents, so it’s not mine chairs I would throw, but theirs, and they don’t support me in my vision of my state. Problem is, when I meditate and calm down an urge to act aggressively arises. If it wasn’t so I would conclude that I need to suppress that aggression, but when it happens that way, that I become aggressive when I calm myself down, I think I need to express t until I reach the point of inner peace. And I think I have to go through that fear of death. I would like to avoid that confrontation with my aggression and my fear, but I think it’s inevitable. It comes to me, without me wanting it.