Dear Maddy:

You wrote, “this girl is something much much more than everyone to me”- it does read true to me, she is indeed much, much more. I think she embodies hopes and dreams you had from a very early age, hopes and dreams for true love, something almost holy, clean and pure.

When she finally had sex with you, that was a conflict in your mind, it took away from the image of that love you yearned for, that early kind of love we all yearn for when we are very young.

What do you think?

anita