The problem is, at that moment I wasn’t calm and dependable, and no amount of telling a man is going to get through to him. He will believe in actions. I can only prove to him in the future that I wont be that way by being that way. Thats why I’m working on myself now, so these insecurites dont come up or so I can handle situations better. My only hope is that there IS a future. Usually I am his rock and he is mine. This is the first time something like this has happened. He was so angry and cold. If it was just the missunderstanding we’d be fine. But now his life is turned slightly upside down on top of it. All I can do us wait and have faith. While he’s angry he wont take anything I were to say seriously I dont think. But, should I expect the worst or keep hope in my heart?