Eva,

All I can say is remove yourself from the situation completely. Toxic people are not worth your thoughts, worries and time. If it’s hurting you then you might as well be damned if you don’t. Eventually you won’t care about the damning altogether.

I left my family six years ago and the distance helped me detach. It will be hard at first because you will be ridden with guilt but that is exactly how toxic people keep you close.

Love yourself and do what is best for you.

Good luck xxx