Dear Savanah:

You wrote earlier: “It just hurts that I was the first thing he shut out”- reads to me that he was angry before he met you, having been cheated on before. Then he got very angry about his foot dysfunction and his anger found its aim at you. One of the oldest human dynamic: having to blame someone and in the absence of the true culprit or a visible/ convenient target, one directs their anger at who is available.

Reads to me that you are reasonable and that you were truly loving to him. Too bad he reacted to his rage by turning away from his  life the one good thing he did have.

I hope you do recover from this breakup. I think you  did your best.

anita