Dear Yohanes:

It is way better that you indeed give up all hope for a relationship with her, that you don’t attempt any contact with her.

Learn best you can what you need to learn, so that the next relationship will work out for you and for your future girlfriend. Whatever it is that you have done (“I’m really sorry about the things that have done”), if those were the wrong things to do, do not repeat those in your next relationship.

If you want to list those things you were referring to (“things that have done”), please do and we can look at one thing at a time and determine if it was wrong.

anita