Hi Anita,

It does make sense to me, the conflict, I have experienced it before a few times.

I am angry at him because part of me wants to let go and explore and experience a carefree life e.g. sex without a relationship, but the other part of me wants to feel LOVED properly e.g. be in a loving, commitment relationship. I am angry at him for stirring up those feelings and then not being there to catch me. I want him to love me.

Does that make sense?

Thanks,

Jackie