Dear Alisa:

You wrote: “I need to stop comparing myself to my past relationships where I felt like I was in the clouds”.

About those earlier relationships you wrote: “I knew I didn’t feel anything for them or that there was a future. But I was just happy that someone wanted me”-

I don’t understand: if you “didn’t feel anything for them” when did you feel in the clouds?

I ask because I want to understand better and communicate with you further.

anita

* I posted this before reading your second post, will be back.