Hi Anita,

i didn’t enjoyed that experience back in middle school i felt it was more of a sexual abuse from that man that is why have never talked about this with anyone.

another thing that happened to me is that through out all the elementary school years a few kids from my class used to bully me they would call me faggot, sissy and stuff of that nature, i think i was more kind of a sweet kid side and they didn’t tolerate me because of that, they would humiliated me in front of other kids i was also object of physical abuse from them. not sure if this is somehow is sabotaging my mind  or subconscious.

Freeman