Dear Anita,

I saved some money by working. It may just enough for me to finish my art if i plan it carefully.
However, I feel exhausted to see my bank account always drop to the lowest and I was just lucky to got a job that enabled me to save money which I no longer work there anymore.

After graduation, I am not sure how I can go forward.
I will have no money to rent a studio or art material.
If I take a full time job, I will have no time to make my art.

It seems my dream is getting far away from me already.
I regret that I did not make a clear direction of my art career and now I become a bit pathetic.
I used to have a boyfriend who was well-planned, hard working and realistic that inspired me a lot. So after breaking up, I became very unclear what exactly I want and did not know how to move forward.

Am I still suitable to be an artist with so much worries and doubts?
How can I suppose to pursue my dream when life becomes more difficult for me?

gogo