Dear Eli:

Leaving him forever is the right thing  for  you to  do, no matter how sad and badly you  feel, no matter how hard it is to leave him.

It is the right thing  for you because you want  to be a man’s partner/ wife, not a man’s lifestyle (“I am sure he is sitting with his family.. and  thinking about find other lover because it his life style”),

-because you need a man who values you not  as a beautiful object/ treasure, a  thing to  have or own (“He called  me his treasure and he never lose his treasure he called me my beautiful princess”), but as a human being with feelings that need to be considered, hopes and dreams that need to  be listened to,

-because you need more than words (“I miss his words his fake  hopes nice words he  said”), you need honest words, not fake words, and you need actions that  express honest  love for you.

anita