Dear Anita

Marry Christmas

I am not bad I am not good I just cried it is not easy I change my phone numbers delete all his iformation even if I want I can not check and contact him maybe just by email .I am wondered how he accept all this not even one time try take me back or contact me I am sure I am don’t had any value for him just object for use no thing more .

It’s big anger inside me I want to fight if I don’t control my self I can have fight with Evey body for Evey thing really I don’t know why it scared me .