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Dear Ramsey:
One thing is very clear: you are a very angry young man. Your anger is like intense fire and it keeps burning. What is the use of that fire, I ask myself.
You wrote: “I know society is not going to change so I don’t really see a point in trying ‘to be the change I want to see in the world’. Maybe if more people felt like me I’d be able to start some kind of movement, but there aren’t enough people who so, so again, what’s the point?”-
Politics then is not a use for your anger. No existing political movement is burning with that fire that consumes you, so there is no party for you to join. You are burning alone.
Let’s look at your anger: “NONE OF us told our parents to conceive us so why are we expected to be grateful..?”. You are angry because someone expects you to be grateful for a life you didn’t ask for. You are angry at “people in positions of authority that they think they earned” but didn’t. You are angry at anyone who would “bend us to his every whim”, at being “someone’s pawn”, at people who “control EVERYTHING we do from eating, sleeping..”, for not having “free will”, for not having “control over one’s own life”, for not having or expecting “my time to be under MY control and nobody else’s”, for not being able or expecting to be able to “craft my own life, and live it by my own terms”, for having to pay for things that should be free, for paying or expected to be paying bills and loans and the IRS, for having people “from the outside world there to bother me”, angry at “EFFING BOSES”, at the “predatory elite”, and you are angry at people who brushed you “off as depressed”, for “never taken seriously”.
I am willing to take you seriously. Can you quiet down that fire, that rage, just enough so that I can see you better? The fire, the smoke is clouding my vision of you.
anita