Dear lulianeartchild:

I doubt that you deserve to live a miserable  life. I think you probably deserve to live a good life, a much better life. Maybe this better life starts this new year. I hope so.

You wrote: “When I was a child.. I was unable to  communicate with my classmates and teachers. I was able to communicate only with my family.. I never had good relations with my mother and grandma. My father never lived with and he doesn’t care about me”-

I want to understand better, therefore I ask: if you were able to communicate only with family, and your father never lived with you and doesn’t care about you, and your relationships with your mother and grandmother has never been good, then with whom were you able to communicate and in what ways?

anita