Hi Anita

I think I have a problem with reality which is is why I am at this predicament.

Reality rarely matches up to fantasy which is why I have gone from knowing I am straight (but realising once dating that there s so much baggage and nuance and uncertainty) to questioning.

You say why do I not go out and experiment. I don’t want to. And the thing is whenever I felt Attraction for men in the past I didn’t want to act so much then as well? Does that make sense.

I feel scared and stuck all the time and always have in regards to sex and relationships. So I opted out of them. Once I opted back in all this anxiety and confusion started.