Dear Lily:

Thank you for your words about my foot, I do  hope it will stop hurting sooner than later and I will  be glad to let you  know if and when that happens. I do  walk daily, resumed my 3.5 mile walk per day (km, not sure how many that is), but the walks are difficult these days because of the melted and frozen ice.

I agree with you, “change is possible” and I see the change in you recently, your posts indicate a healthy change in you, changes more like it, plural.

Here are indicators of the changes in you:

“I worry too much about every little thing. And I always look for the fault within myself, but actually it was this girl who behaved strange, not me”- you are aware of your tendencies and you are able to detach yourself long enough from your tendencies so to view a situation the way it really is.

“If this girl truly thought like that (that some people worth less than others and are not worthy of a “hello), it would be best to not get to know her better“- excellent, that would save you a whole lot of time, effort and misery to not get to know some people better, women and men.

“I am more aware of myself. I want to be kind, but not let others disrespect me“- excellent assertion!

I hope you feel more comfortable living where you are or that you move elsewhere.

anita