Hi Brandy,

I am already at the cringe stage 🙂 I think I’m going through the motions, but it’s more cyclical than chronologically correct (if that makes sense). I can sometimes think I’m past certain stages, and then I find myself acting like I’m back on square one again. I believe this is because of the on-and-off nature that the relationship had. I am also currently at a stage in my life where I am trying to find myself in my professional life. I also moved to another city so there are quite a lot of adjustments that are being made. On my bad days and moments I can’t help but to wish things were the way they used to be with him. Still, I can honestly say that no, I don’t want that in my life anymore, if the chance presented itself. But it’s this back and forth that is still etched in my mind that is making me feel quite bad at times. I just hope I can reach a point where I can feel content with myself, and that it doesn’t entail finding another romantic partner as fast as possible.