Dear me myself and i:

You shared in this thread and in the other that you are a 33 year old woman, your background has to  do  with “adoption gone wrong.. foster care”. Your mental health now is better than it has ever been but you are “so close to homeless”, you barely scrape by working as a housekeeper and your passion as I understand it, is in your at.

You want consistency in your life, same home, same job, same routine, but you’ve been moving around a lot, renting rooms in people’s homes, “blew around a lot”, and you just found out that you will have to move again because the home where you live belongs to  a woman whose son “screams 24/7”.

You wrote that you suffer from PTSD, that you hate 60% of people because they will “leave your life a flaming wreckage”, that you were stalked for five years, and on the other thread you wrote that she sold your car without asking you, that she “works really hard to break down my mind, to convince me things are impossible, hopeless”, that she annihilated your self esteem for decades, isolated you, leaving “everything a wreck” in your life”-

-by she, do you mean your mother?

anita