hey Anita

Thanks for your thoughts…

they were exactly mine at first as I didn’t react well to this.

but after looking back when we first started speaking we had a conversation about the future and what things we would want to accomplish in life. and one of his was to travel to Australia and work on a farm. he never said when or whether he actually was.

after a few months when he told me I reacted really bad but once I spoken to him he told me, he didn’t realise it would be so soon but the opportunity had arisen and he didn’t want to let it go. I guess if it had been longer the decision would of been to stay and even for a couple of months he was debating what to do. and even though he said he loved me with everything he had. there’s something he has to do before having any commitments.

sometimes I thought that’s bull, but other times I thought you know he’s right.

x