Anita,

No, it would be possibly terrifying to know everything others are thinking.. so best to let it rest. I mean, I don’t think I will get more validation or explanations from him. I think he knows what he did was sketchy and he’s too busy of thinking of how to cover his tracks, so I don’t really want to hear/probe anymore. I just know that he is not someone I should or should have ever trusted. The hardest part is still having feelings of missing someone like that, because I don’t want to have someone in my life that I don’t trust. So mostly it’s just frustrating to carry around these highly conflicting feelings.

Oh, no, it is not a picture of him, I don’t even know how that picture showed up, it’s a silly drawing of Mick Jagger from about 10 years ago 😀