I am really shocked that their whole life has been a series of steps prescribed by i don’t know who. They never questioned that and now i am expected not to. How could they do things with no emotions and yet put theit whole lives into it. I wonder how their parents got to them so well that they never thought twice. They were absolute strangers when they got married. If my grand father had replaced my father with another guy on the day of the wedding, it would not have mattered. And with this man she had a child – i guess i can’t blame her. And this is everyone’s story. I think i am overreacting. Something else must have gone wrong. None of this hurt my sister or my cousins. I think this is why i feel like i don’t fit in, i am hyper sensitive to everything.