Dear gj:

“I get paid well at work, my mother takes care of the house and cooks us food… makes me feel that I am being ungrateful.. which was why I asked you .. about me being too sensitive or dramatic”-

– I think you are too sensitive and too dramatic compared to a… robot of some kind, a robot that needs to be fed with some physical fuel in order to do a particular job. As humans we need more than food, or a physical fuel to keep us going, we need a reason, or a motivation to keep going, an emotional fuel, we need what you referred to as passion.

Passion is the emotional fuel which you don’t have in life. Why should you be grateful in a life that lacks an emotional fuel,  why work a single hour in a day?

I am not sure I understood: did your mother pressure you to get a life insurance so that if you die, she will get a financial compensation, being the beneficiary?

anita