Dear anita

Thank you for the companionship it means a lot.

I can feel the volatility in what i am feeling. I need to be okay with the earthquakes and part of me believes that i can get through them and i am not weak.

I just needed to allow myself to risk feeling pain – the effort and the pressure – to feel the joy eventually. Fearing the pain and staying as i am will keep me away from the joy i could experience.

I am starting to believe in the adventure and the blue sky you described anita. I am finally able to admit to myself that the nest is suffocating, i just needed to know that my wings were strong enough. I do now, and would also not mind falling as I try to reach the sky. It gives me hope.

Girija