Anita

1. I’ve a hope that she’ll reciprocate. Though I don’t expect. I’m busy self loving myself.

2. I don’t see this friends thing with me. The physical intimacy I had with her made things different. Now, getting back isn’t an option now.

3. I tried giving up but she is holding onto me. I don’t want to say her that “I want to leave” because i made a promise of staying by her side always.

What i’m doing currently is let go of romantic feelings and not chasing her like I did. I’m someone she could talk anytime to. I guess it’s one sided though for I have stopped confiding in her. I do a little just so that she is content that I haven’t left this bond.