Dear Yonatan:

Maya at one point on complained that you were weak, while all along it is she who was weak. But then, we are all weak and strong, all at the same time and at different times.

We tend to reject in others what we don’t like in ourselves. She asked you questions about your issues, dig and dig, is the verb you used, while all along she had serious issues herself.

“Whatever I gave her, usually was never enough. She didn’t like the 1k diamond ring.. the setting of the wedding..”- something was very wrong in her life, and it wasn’t the diamond ring or the setting of the wedding. It wasn’t you either.

“She loved the attention I gave her. She was willing to stay on the phone with me for hours. I always initiate(d) an end to our calls. She also got worried when I didn’t call her”- reads sincere to me. She needed love, sensed it being in you, and she wanted your love, more and more of it.

But she had another mission, more powerful than her desire for love. It wasn’t the ring, the jewelry, the money, something else.

“Maya simply no longer had any feelings for me. And I think her parents just followed suit in order to protect her”-

– something about what her parents wanted didn’t go hand-in-hand with love, something about what they wanted from Maya all along made it so that nothing was right for her, something was always wrong.

anita