Hi anita,

I have discovered a new side to life coming here to my aunt’s place. That it is okay for me to acknowledge my shortcomings and have someone else make up for it in any situation. I don’t have to know it all and do it all. I think i felt lost and weary because I was trying to do everything while I was hurt. Now I know I have people to fall back on although it should not be my go-to, I can lean on them.

There are people who care about me. It is really good to know. They present opinions and advices based on their world views and experiences. I neither have to take it all nor leave it all. Fear has nothing over me when there is someone by my side. The only issue is up until now my mom’s illness is the only common fear, I have very little else in common with the people around me. That I have to figure out. What am I willing to lose and what will I lose that for. I am still lost, but not so weary 🙂

Girija