Well, that’s part of my overall situation with anxiety. When I’m around significantly attractive men, I feel really uncomfortable, insecure and anxious. I feel as if I was compelled to like them just because of the fact of being gay, I think this happens because of some kind of previous trauma. I’ve been chased for most of my life because of being gay from my immediate family, friends, friends’ parents, even some teachers. These are the kind of things I want to work with my therapist as well, because it’s affecting my daily life and I think alcohol is being some kind of escape to this problems.