Dear Sarah:

If you are like a whole lot of people, you are currently re-living the same old- same old childhood experience, especially since you are now living with one or both of your parents:

“I’ve never really been happy”- you were an unhappy child.

“I always felt boring and shy and like I faded into the background.. adrift.. no one really around to listen or appreciate (you).. I have no  one… lonely and misunderstood…no point to life as I dont see things improving… “- that was your childhood experience- in the background, no to listen to you, or to appreciate you, or to love you back; lonely and misunderstood.

Sometimes, as a child, you were filled with that youthful passion for life, and that passion was still there as you got involved with political movements and with that band, but now, that youthful passion is gone, for now.

When our childhood experience was quite miserable, we keep re-living it. To stop re-living  that childhood experience we need to … I’ll stop my train of thought here (not knowing what I was about to type next), so to ask you: is what I wrote so far making sense to you, is it feeling true to you?

anita