Hi Anita, thank you. I posted the other threads under a different account and then forgot the email I used to log in! Whoops.

It’s true, statistically speaking, that they are unlikely to “make it”. But they’ve had a lot of interest from record labels, managers, festivals etc (more than any other band I’ve been in) and, much as it pains me, I think they’re really good too. I know the main guy is extremely good at charming the band and making them think it’s a band (when in fact it’s more like a solo-project), so he wouldn’t fall out with them unless he thinks it won’t cost him (as it apparently didn’t with me).

As for expressing feelings, it just hurts so much that this happened to me- I don’t understand, I feel so worthless to not only be not good enough romantically, but then to be fired too, it’s just too much. I wish I could erase the past year, it’s been so so horrible. It just feels like this is such a permanent stain on my record that it’s so difficult to move on and forget because it confirms every worst suspicion I’ve ever had about myself (that I’m unattractive, not talented, unpopular etc etc). Anyway, I’ll keep expressing my feelings, and hope that I feel better! Thank you.