Night night.

I’ve never told her what I want from her, just say I wanna see her more often then I do which is pretty much nothing at all. She wanted me to as well an thought we were when we saw eachother every couple months but she’s not into seeing her friends that much, she doesn’t like to. She wants to see her family, her guy and the career of hers and watch them come and go as she heals their aches and pains, then she  doesn’t see them again and is sad but she gets it. When we hung out every couple months she told me she see’s me more then most of her friends and that they never complain about the lack of seeing them.

It could also be best to write down what I wanna say but not send it to her or say it to her on my feelings towards her but let her know i’ll  slow communication down because my friendship needs are not what I want them to be, or just ask her what am I to expect from her going forward and if it  doesn’t match up to mine let her this probably wont work for me, I wont settle. I think the last part I said is what I should say. Get her input and see if it matches mine.

Instead of

“so I wish you all the happiness you can handle and like I’ve said before, to be free in every possible way and to keep on loving people as you are. Hope there is no rift between us and I do respect your opinion so feel free to share it.”

Put something like

“So going forward I need to ask you what am I to expect from you at this point on for communication?”, she will probably say to reach out when you feel like it, but I want her to reach out, not just me.