Dear Anita:

Thank you for replying, you brought a very interesting point to my mind.. I never really thought about the version of myself prior to the one I’m so attached to… Before falling in love with freedom I guess I was a different child trying to find his own dimension.

Being born in a small town and having big city dreams, and having a lot of characteristics (like different sexuality, different passions, goals) that weren’t really reflecting the standards of my hometown, made me crave freedom more and more day by day.

Do you think that my discomfort derives from that specific version of myself?