I hear you anita. I understand how hard it is to bloom in an environment where all you absorb is negativity.

I wish I could do that right now. It’s so hard, because I am financially dependent on them. My education is being sponsored by my father and the amount is a lot, but, I just don’t feel I am worth it. I hope that once I graduate and I am able to walk on a path that feels right, even if it is away from them, or create healthy boundaries for the sake of my inner peace.

Some part of me strangely feels attached and grateful for all they have done- and without I am not sure if I would’ve been able to write this right now.

Sherry