Thank you for reading my post, I’m sorry it was so long! I really appreciate it! And yes, to be honest I was a little surprised my therapist had said it too, because I felt our dynamic as friends had changed from that point on… It feels very strange since we’ve reconciled. Every time we hang out I have my fears and anxieties. Today F seems to have returned to his “normal” self, but I still have my doubts. I wonder if this friendship is worth all this anxiety, (but sometimes I feel I already know the answer). It is all very hard to live with, and even harder since everyone seems to be denying it!!