Dear anita,

Thankyou for reading my story. That’s really kind of u❤

“He Know nothing abt my struggles to keep this friendship” i meant to say that i didn’t tell this story of mine to him that eeven after falling for him ,i didn’t leave him till now … So he doesn’t know this struggle of mine..

“This man heard you, but he didn’t care to take what you told him seriously. He didn’t respect your request that he doesn’t speak to you romantically.”

Yes u r right this is what bothers me but he used to tell me that we r jst frnds and like he thought best frnds do talk like this. I also continued talking to him like that when i couldn’t take the decision to tell him not to talk like this so therefore may b he thought that it isn’t something that could bother me ..

Even once on call i told him i can’t talk like this ,i told him i m abt to cry… But he still continued to make me feel better!

He is a good guy. He don’t want to hurt anyone .He cares abt me alottt .But he couldn’t realize that he unintentionally hurted me so much!! It’s not like he did this all intensionally to hurt me! But he didn’t find this all wrong ..

I used to tell him how can u talk with me like this when u have ur gf and u love her so much .He used to say that love is in heart and these are jst talks,i ain’t doing this in real with u …He used to realize it temporarily jst when i used to mention her gf … He never thought of my side that i could b the one getting hurt too!

I used to tell him how can u talk with me like this when u have ur gf and u love her so much .He used to say that love is in heart and these are jst talks,i ain’t doing this in real with u …He used to realize it temporarily jst when i used to mention her gf .

He says that u and her gf ,u both are the most near to my heart …And u have ur own place and she haves her own…

I forgave him for what he have done to me ,but thinking abt him all the time and not getting out of his thoughts is disturbing …and when he talks abt future my heart feds up of this world!!

Idk if i should tell him all this story and ruin this friendship or hurt myself in silence jst like always!!

I even tried hating him so that i could move on but i couldn’t hate him…

When he sends me his gf chats after they have a fight ,it hurts me when i see him in pain for her ,and him so in love with her ..

He once told me that IF we got to get together in future we would b so happy bcz we have so much understanding and i know u for so long ..This he told me when he was in relationship with her gf …

He knows that i would love to live with him in future so once he told me (when he was still in relation) that if i had the permission to keep 2 wives ,one would have been u,i would give same love,everything,etc

These are all open hopes!!

Why do people not realize that the person could develop feelings too!

He thought that if i keep calling her jst frnd so she is not gonna think of something else..

-Lula