Dear Kelli:

If you indeed suffer from Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD), then you should be treated for this disorder. I suggest that you see a medical doctor and be evaluated.

People who suffer from OCD cannot have their obsessions resolved on a public forum because obsessions are not questions that will be satisfied with answers, no matter who answers and no matter how many answers you get. A thousand answers will not satisfy an obsession.

anita