Dear Mak:

“I’ve had several LSD bad trips, through them I’ve suffered from psychologically ‘missing part’ problem, feel like a black hole in me.. I got disconnected from myself, others and reality… my consciousness is stuck in a mental situation that led me to a lot of mis-understanding, delusions and illusions”-

LSD is a hallucinogen, a psychoactive drug. Wikipedia, in its entry on Dissociatives reads: “Dissociatives are a class of hallucinogen which distort perceptions of sight and sound and produce feelings of detachment- dissociation- from the environment and self.

Although many kinds of drugs are capable of such action, dissociatives are unique in that they do so in such a way that produce hallucinogenic effects, which may include sensory deprivation, dissociation, hallucinations, and dream-like states or trances… dissociative effects including: depersonalization, the feeling of being unreal, disconnected from one’s self, or unable to control one’s actions; and derealization, the feeling that the outside world is unreal or that one is dreaming”.

I hope that as you abstain from the use hallucinogens for long enough- the hallucinogenic effects caused by having used LSD will lessen and lessen. I hope that a competent medical doctor who is familiar with the effects of hallucinogens on the brain will help you in your healing and recovery process.

anita