Dear Laelithia:

My condolences for the passing of your dog. I am sorry to read that you are feeling angry at yourself, guilty and depressed, and that you suffer from health issues that put you in the hospital: what kind of health issues, if you are okay sharing, generally, if not specifically?

I read your whole post but will need to re-read it tomorrow morning, in about 14 hours from now, and reply to you further then. Please try to have a relaxing evening, give yourself the permission to relax and feel okay this evening and night.

anita