Dear anita,

Yes, I am scared of depending of him being nice and then he abandoning me.

He already started to change. At the beginning he was extremely nice, that i was suspicious about if that was normal of what he wanted. But i guess because of my lack of response he is now a more neutral person. And i really miss him being nicer, but maybe this more neutral person is his real self or maybe what i created with my indifference.

In all the time i have been with him i have not seen him angry, which honestly scares me, because i do not know how he will be when angry, maybe he yells or he is aggressive. Which are two things that are very scary to me.

One more thing is that i do not know if i would call him my boyfriend. How i am supposed to know? He did not ask me or anything. And until i asked him and he said he was not seeing other people i assumed he was seeing other people. And still i did not believe him, i do not know why 🙁

Kay